Well, for what it's worth, as far as losing your job and not having money to pay bills, in these uncertain economic times, keep in mind that you're not alone. Lots of people have lost jobs, and it's often no fault of their own.
Fortunately, TV and internet access are not necessities. And, if you really miss the Forum, some public libraries offer internet access for free
. Good place to hunt for job possibilities, too.
Probably this doesn't help much, because I'm just telling you things you already know. In any case, wish you the best of luck
! Better times are ahead, I think... they just don't come around as soon as we'd like.