| quote | Originally posted by starlightcoupe:
Boonie, you're an intelligent man and I don't feel qualified or worldly enough to write an objective opinion which is how most of us view the world....I'd like to read your reply.
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Thank you for the reply.
"It's what you make of it" seems to be the most common answer from those I ask.
Looking back, it seems I had the most
promise, when I had the least, of both intelligence & material possessions.
Over that span of time, the more I learned about The Game, the less eagerness I had to play it.
It's like knowing how a Magicians trick is done.
Really takes a lot of the zip out of the show.
Having gotten this far down the road, viscerally, I seem to only be moved by tears or laughter.
Little else has the value to find purchase within me.
Everything else just seems to be symptoms & side effects of the shared millstone around our necks, 'The Human Condition'.
"Playing Life" has become such a 'gimmie' that it holds no challenge, no fear, no drive.
I remember when the game was tough.
No safety nets, no guarantees, no excuses.
You either made it, or you rubbed some dirt on it and got back up.
The challenge of just staying alive was the full meaning of the game.
And that was when I felt the most alive.
When even tomorrow wasn't a sure thing.
This thing we're doing now isn't life.
It's a manufactured placebo.
With just enough illusion to get us by.
And we buy full-in.
I think we are moving farther & farther away from each other.
Each of us becoming more & more solitary, and in a lot of ways, not just spending more time alone physically.
Without each other to bounce ideas and feelings off of, eventually, OUR truth becomes the ONLY truth.
And then we start
condemning.
And "allowing" others to be whatever they want to be.
An allowance that makes no guarantee of safety or security, or even acceptance, but merely permission to
feel it.
As if that was ever in our domain to allow another in the first place.
Where hate is no longer a
negative emotion, but an accepted tool in "rationally" expressing & dealing with things we don't agree with.
I keep looking for some kind of new paradigm shift of humanity on the horizon, but any new thing seems to get gobbled up by The Machine almost instantly.
And by the time it is shaped & fitted, it is virtually unrecognizable from the rest of The Machine.
The only thing worth anything anymore is love.
Both giving it & getting it.
In it's purest form, it is the only real truth there is.
It can't be described, measured, or judged.
It's existence alone is it's truth.
It's the only thing you can't get rid of by giving it away.
So what is the answer?
I don't know, go hug someone.
[This message has been edited by Boondawg (edited 11-20-2018).]