I have just read this for the first time, and I don't really know what to say, except that your bravery is incredible, as is the devotion of your girlfriend. I have said a prayer for you, and I'll keep you in my thoughts. If you want to chat sometimes, PM me your tel no..I can call you on Skype...or on MSN Messenge, or whatever, if the solitude gets you down. I feel the same sometimes, when I am at home and Ellie is at work for 12-14 hours
You are a brave man, and you have my complete admiration.God bless.
Edit to add: top of the page usually means zilch to me, but it has some kind of significance, in a strange way. A new, and better chapter in your life
[This message has been edited by fierofetish (edited 10-10-2006).]