I got the inside track on a 1998 Dodge Ram 1500 4x4.
What they look like:
It has 70,000 miles on it, in
pristeen condition, never been off road or work truck, with all maintenance records.
Runs & drives like new, higher-end soundsystem, aftermarket rims & tires, Rhino-lined, & fog lights.
Not a single rock mark on the undercarrage or a blemish on the body or interior.
The older guy can't get around too good and just can't get in & out of it anymore.
Having known me for many years, he'll give it to me for $5,000 grand cash.
It's not like i'm a truck freak, but it is a
very good deal.
So, I ask my credit card for a $5,000 dollar loan.
Not enough revolving credit.
Denied.
So I talk to the bank I got the wifes & mother-in-laws cars through.
No collateral.
Denied.
All I have ever done is take care of the people who need me, make sure they have a good, stable place to live, everything they need for a nice, trouble free life, while all the time going to the same job for 21 years.
But I'm not worth $5,000 dollars.
I have a personal income of $33,000 a year & a household income of $57,000 a year, but I'm not worth $5,000 dollars.
It's not like I want to take the money to a strip club, I'm just trying to get away from the 20+ year old junkers I have been beating back & fourth to work all my life. I just want something dependable that I don't have to worry about in these 8 month winters.
But I'm not worth $5,000 dollars.
It's not like I'm trying to get something
cool, like a Corvette or a Supercar. I could
really care less about a good looking 4 wheel drive truck. It's all about the good deal & dependability.
But I'm not worth $5,000 dollars.
The women in my life
really wants this for me. They love me very much and say I deserve this and more. But there's nothing they can do, as they are mostly dependent on
my income, for their survival.
But I'm
still not worth $5,000 dollars.
All my life, I never made any friends based on the fact that if I ever needed any money in the future, I could tap them for it. The people I
do know that own houses, cars, boats, snowmachines, etc, the
very same people who espouse what a great, dependable, stable person I am, the same people who call me anytime they need help building something, something moved, or something fixed, for FREE, all of a sudden have no means to help me get this money.
Aparently, I'm
not the things they value me for.
I'm just not worth the risk of $5,000 dollars.
Now, I
never thought I was worth anything like $20,000 dollars.
But I gotta tell ya, I DID think I was worth $5,000!
Just on the fact that I go to work everyday for the last 21 years, always pay my bills, and your basic good guy.
And for some strange reason, I was SHOCKED to find out that's not how the world works!
I'm
such an idiot sometimes.
So, I got 5 days to come up with the money.
But being out of options, I can tell ya, it ain't gonna happen.
It's too bad really, as this deal could have removed some worry from my life.
But it did teach me something.
It's all illusion.
What
IS the value of a Man?
Will I keep chugging along?
Ofcourse.
I'll keep patching & replacing the junk I got, just like i have
always done.
I'll keep going the extra mile at work.
I'll keep helping people when they need it, and being dependable.
I'll still smile and be lighthearted.
And I will make sure my family has everything they need for a nice life.
But even with ALL that, I'm
still not worth $5,000 dollars.
[This message has been edited by Boondawg (edited 07-14-2006).]